erin

whoa, i def need nullo

hate genitals

tyyyy!!!!

good i like austria

scandinavian countries - hate this climate, i live in similar nordic climate so not

eastern europe - ................. FUCK NO....................

nederlands - waitlist takes years

switzerland - tooo expensive

baltics - rusophobes, it hard to get here as russian

spain, germany, austria - sounds good plus climate

in austria is possible to get affordable university germany - gender identity bill spain - good trans right plus climate but i think too hot

france, belgium - idk

myself i feel more liking german speaking countries such as austria and germany

im dm you)))))) i need austrian friends

im ok with private healthcare and buying hormones for own money (im pay 20 eur for one bottle of oestrogel(gynokadin in germany)) until is not too expensive and if it covered is VERY GOOD

is enough time to continue hrt if i take from russia hormones for 4 months(AAs(spiro, bica just if it will too long im taking monotherapy), estradiol pills and estradiol gels) ?

i think it will be faster because i can get diagnosis of f64.0 in ICD-10 from my psych (i have f64.9 for now because im minor and by ICD10 F64.0 requires to be 18yo or more)

plus im doing blood works etc

i dont have mental issues now im happy..... (but im taking sertraline)

also i can get prescription for oetrogel from russian endo (i can go it through mom, or through friendly endo if they still exists(they can sends prescribtions via postal))

thanks you)))))) im now know that austria is def good choice

thinks i should go to vienna rather smaller cities like graz due to doctors/clinics availbility

true true true

yea i think many teens suicide because of transphobic parents and no protection by govrenment but we are never will know how many because information cencored

im was close to suicide when mom was ultra transphobic in 2024, ummm close? not just tried to make it better if not then suicide but hopefully i did it better

one of problems - i dont want to lose my cats ((((((

married? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA so true so cool

im forget that marrying it isnt like in russia

i need to found someone

................. end im dont see future in russia, i would go somewhere in western EU w-where i dont need to fuck to get working internet, where i dont should scared going to doctor and what if see my female anotomy, where i can truly express myself and even marry, and even adopt a child (honestly dont want much child.......), where law protect me and not in russia where law protect lgbt discrimination, where, where, where, where it safe

someone DM me

feel safe to who you are more like feel safe that putin does make us like north korea

this applyed to anyone here, system touch everyone

are you in austria? can we be friends? dm me

asylum? and live in shelter with awful ppl together? one russian trans teen died in nederlands asylum? one trans women suffering from shit in france

better to apply university

baltic countries are very rusophobic so also not

in my region there no problems with govr or discrimination hopefully

my mom worked as prosecutor in my city and have connections with all etc etc

and yes russian prosecutors dont want to kill opposition ........ kill gays ....... etc etc etc (this says our OPPOSITION media(we dont have opposition only have clowns which says they are opposition)), they just work and HATE their work THEY are also damaged by awful system, they work hard with papers AND FOR PROTECT LAW not repressions as media says

i know also prosecutor in one area of Ufa - same SAME SAME

i scared living in russia ............ reading news is awful so usually i dont read them ETC ETC ETC

i scared that im even lose access to hrt and it became prescription-only but idk anyway i will can get prescription through mom (she takes estrogen for many many years, but its etynylestradiol)

DIY injectables is possible but is usually 3 months waiting of package

some right-wing activists like in USA now trying to make it prescription only for atleast 3 years ("science for truth"(what name MMMMMM maybe "science for lie") and Bukhanovskya Olga psychiatrist with them million "researches" with hate with hate anti human etc), but i dont think that even possible here is only psychoactive drugs are prescription, kinda stupid making estradiol prescription even testosterone gel is not controlled and mosly w/o prescription

okay hrt but internet freedom is going to fall and fall

russian universities quality is super bad i dont see future here only if boycott it and work on jobs that dont need it (IT is most good from this but IT jobs are everywhere in the world fall down)