TheDoctorDonna

You accepting that you don't fit into a box gives you a leg up on both the weirdos and the normal people. Everyone is a bit of both when the stop repressing themselves.

Thanks, but I smoke for pain and anxiety and have done so for over a decade, irrational thoughts have never been an issue. I only added it because OP mentioned they hadn't done drugs in almost a week and I was feeling surly.

I think a lot of our decisions are made unconsciously because they "feel" right based on past experiences. We probably don't notice the process that makes the decision so we try to justify it afterwards but we're only guessing. But I'm not smart and I've smoked a joint in the last half hour so I could be way off base.

I find that most people assume cigarettes when they refer to smoking.