Shellofbiomatter

Glad I don't olay sports titels, but bloody hell. In addition to paying for a full game and getting bunch of MTXs and season passes. Now i we need to suffer through ads as well.

Why the hell are we even paying for a game in the first place. I've seen free mobile games with a better approach.

If I'm paying i don't want to see any ads, how hard is that to get through to CEOs?

Not currently taking, just tested few years ago. Was somewhere between 90-100kg at the time.

Only concerta(long release) was available. Tried from 18mg to 72mg(max 54+18) and even went beyond max safe dosage in my own up to 160mg. Only thing it did was raise my heart rate eventually, make palms sweaty and significant hit on a wallet because max allowed dosage is 72mg while only 54mg is sold. So had to buy 2 bottles, each costing around 55-60€ with absolutely no government or insurance support. Most expensive M&M candies I've ever bought and last straw in trying to get therapy for ADHD. No noticable mental benefits or any effects whatsoever.

No, i live in the 21. century and all that is done digitally. The only calls that are coming are pre-arranged

Sry, i lost the manual to deciphering bodies signals or it was never sent. Over time I've managed to figure ot the most basic ones, but thats about it.

HAHAHAHA, fuck no. I deserve all that the fucked up brain can conjure up and some more. But these are my demons, they are trapped inside that skull with me as much i am trapped with those. It's eternal conflict and those shall be kept in bay. Ironically i would never treat anyone else the way i do myself.

You can find any subject and i will rather easily find a way why i suck at it.

Yeah sure therapy could help, but i suck at struggling as well as those problems aren't severe enough or out of control to require professional help. There are countless number of people with much more disruptive problems who requore help much more than i do.

So in conclusion. Generally rather bad, self hatred runs deep,, but it's under control and i revel in it.

Fuck Erebus subreddit got banned for harassment and harm towards others. A completely made up character specifically designed by writers to be one of the most hated individual. No reference or links to anyone in real life.

That subreddit got banned just before i did.

So hating a fictional character is enough to trigger R1

And drinking caffeine too late in the day. No caffeinated drinks should be consumed 6h up to half a day before going to bed.

Limiting caffeine only to morning has had significant impact to how deep my sleep is and over time, improved energy levels from better sleep have noticable reduced the need for coffee all together.

Begrudgingly i agree, i wish it wasn't like that, but sleep is important and shouldn't be neglected.

I'm not anti-psychiatry. It seems to have been helpful for far too many people to be against it or ignore it all together.

It's just too much of a guesswork at the current price and time allocation it takes from finding a suitable therapist, to finding the problem and whatever it even can be fixed or just learning to live with it, without any actual fixing.
Kinda just like a shot in the dark in rough direction of some sound.

Hopefully in the far future it becomes cheaper, more accurate and more accessible. Maybe a brain scan or machine algorithm based initial diagnosis.

I totally agree, on/off switch would be the best option.