EstreyaZR

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[–] EstreyaZR@lemmygrad.ml 2 points 1 week ago

I definitely felt like that for the beginning of my learning, but nowadays I just feel confused by every kind of media and discussion around me being painted in lib views, to the point of experiencing paranoia / delusion. Glad that those times are behind me, but now I tend to devolve into blood boiling anger if I'm by myself, but try to remind me to ask others questions about their understanding, instead of devolving into debate culture. lol

[–] EstreyaZR@lemmygrad.ml 5 points 3 months ago

Not only that, but I always notice how peers of mine dont even know how to respond anymore without some unconcious level of sarcasm / cynicism; covering the numbness we experience in social settings. When we break out of it, and begin to feel, most of us are stunned and at a loss of words.

I hope that I'm just too young, and we begin to have some level of social cohesion, instead of hopping between asthetics we would like to call ours. I think, as a generation, we have become too uncertain to have our own perception, instead prefering to live in the hyperreal.

(I don't want to say this from a doomer perspective, but more as my confused two cents from the main european vassal state.)

[–] EstreyaZR@lemmygrad.ml 7 points 3 months ago* (last edited 3 months ago) (1 children)

I recently got seriously ill with multiple symptoms, but nobody wanted to take a look. 2min 'counseling' is the best you get if you're younger than 50, regardless of symptoms. Instantly got prescribed placebo medication and antibiotics that didn't help. After staying home for 3 months, getting back into routine was actually scary. Glad I kinda saved for such cases. But hey, don't even dare to bring up your own research, since the 'experts' might get hurt they have to do something.

[–] EstreyaZR@lemmygrad.ml 5 points 4 months ago

For the past 5 years, the acceleration of climate change here in west germany has become too obvious to ignore.

I'm not old enough to remember ever seeing much snow laying around, but I do know that having up to 25 degrees in april isn't something that was supposed to be.

Also, what about the greenery in our cities? I fear we would have to replace every tree and plant manually, to not live with permanent dead wood around us.