Completely understandable. It’s the type of game you need to have 5 tabs open for, along with a game manual to properly understand.

It is more like a second job then a game. When you get past 500-1000 hours, you can consider yourself past the tutorial.

That is a slight joke though, it is EXTREMELY deep, and you NEED to be handheld for a few hours. You won’t be able to succeed if you don’t. It’ll help you get a grapple on the mechanics and what you need to do. It gets a lot more enjoyable when you know what you’re doing, and you don’t fail because you forgot to check a single variable in a tooltip in a tiny menu you didn’t open.