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So... Depends. My whole life was just either being alone or in short relationships, one night stands and just fwb. I was quite happy with that, because i knew that i would lose interest almost immediately. I always felt bad for it, because it sucks, especially if the other person doesn't feel that way. Thanks to tinder and other shitty dating apps, it wasn't that big of a deal, because it's easier to find someone and communicate expectations and so on. I was convinced that i'll never have a "real" girlfriend. I was even convinced that love isn't real. I have never told a girl or woman that i love them, i thought other people would just fake love, because they found someone they like and rather have that than being alone.

So now, almost 6 months ago, i met this woman on tinder. She wasn't looking for anything serious, and neither was i. We hit it off immediately and we met up shortly after. I wasn't sure if she liked me, but she was really nice and funny and just absolutely stunning, and way too smart for me. But we met again and again. When we met for the third time, we were in bed and we talked for hours, and i asked her if she knew that i loved her. And she said she loves me too. She told me how she was never truly happy with anyone, and was always rather alone. But she loves me, and always wants to spend time with me. And i feel the same way. She's the first person i have ever met that i want to spend as much time with as i can. We plan on getting married, which if someone told me that 6 months ago, i would literally point and laugh at them for hours. The mere thought of getting married was bizarre to me, unthinkable. Only idiots do that. But here we are now.