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I know there's important things going on right now, but if someone could spare a minute to help me (lemmygrad.ml)

submitted 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago) by Marat@lemmygrad.ml to c/comradeship@lemmygrad.ml

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So, my therapist is referring me to a psychiatrist who she'll work with to diagnose me, but currently she is leaning towards a social anxiety disorder with depression.

Firstly, I didn't realize SAD was an actual disorder so I hadn't considered it before.

But...I feel really crushed. I'm not trying to use SAD as an excuse or anything, but it feels like conscious brain knows what I should be doing as a communist, but my subconscious instinct over protects me and prevents me from actually being able to be social and organize and such. I just feel like such a useless sack of meat.

If anyone else here has suffered with this, could I ask for some advice, please?

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[–] Verenand@lemmygrad.ml 5 points 2 months ago

Uhhh, I don't even know how to frame it

So, i am having a "big sad" also, probably for years with it's becoming gradually worse, as i feel myself

Solution? Well... I don't know, im using escapism (and perhaps junk food) to be just here

But, i guess we, the communists are here for each other, so untill capitalism dies, or i die in attempt to destroy capitalism - i am not going anywhere