Comradeship // Freechat

I was very lucky and despite growing up in the middle of nowhere, with conservative homophobic parents and going to church 3ish times a week. I just didn't buy into it, I wasn't really engaged in politics till I was older but I always carried the golden rule and I thought it was dumb how queer people were treated over something that doesn't matter. Then I spotted tons of contradictions in the bible that I never talked to people about because I didn't trust them. I constantly touched onto communism even as like a 10 year old but was constantly shooting myself down with typical rhetoric; "Too bad it doesn't work" "shame it always leads to dictatorships" etc. Even was harassed by our police chief when he though he was being funny many times and arrested for carrying wooden sword on the side of the road as I was walking over an hour to the park.

The final thing that tipped me though, one of my friends said they were communist and I finally had someone to talk with about it who was actually educated and was able to get me past the self policing stage. it was just a landslide from there, constantly questioning what I thought I knew about everything. Researched Che guevera and Cuba's revolution got me revolutionary, turned this into a life path for me.

All I needed was someone educated on this stuff to exist. But I got very very lucky by being empathetic and not trusting adults around me early on.