Just chiming in with the others that you're describing genderfluidity! It's helpful information if you're interested in doing anything with it, but just knowing doesn't mean you have to take steps towards any sort of transition.

I began my transition under the genderfluid flag before realizing that I'm more genderflux (fluctuating intensity of gender, rather than fluctuating gender identity) between girl and "somewhere in the middle" - for me the question that helped me figure out what I wanted to actually do with that knowledge was "If someone just glanced at me for a second, what would I want them to assume I am?" And the answer is "girl" a lot of the time with "shrug" some of the time.

I thought I was "fine" being a guy but damn did I hate myself. Now I love me and find me worth caring about, thanks to estrogen and self-care lol.

Helps me a lot that my spouse is demi, and is my biggest supporter no matter how I present.