Political Memes

a) I will fight anti-colonialism at home until I am able to flee. I feel guilty to admit but a large part of my desire to leave is for personal safety. I strongly believe that I will end up killed or indefinitely imprisoned by the state within the next decade. Unfortunately I am very doomer about prospects for indigenous folks in the US. I don't see any chance of a non-fascist US anytime soon. An anti-colonial future will not come from within the imperial core it will come from without. Hopefully I can contribute my labor to that effort from a position of relative safety outside of the empire. It is selfish and I do feel incredibly conflicted about this but I don't want my partner to suffer for my convictions if I can help it.

b) I do actually have some indigenous heritage but it is highly negligable. A far off ancestor who more than likely did not consent from what we can tell. I would never consider myself indigenous as I was not raised within their culture whatsoever.