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Going on three years now...
(slrpnk.net)
Not sure if this is the right community for this. If not, I'll nuke it. Just looking for somewhere that isn't world or ml now that autism.place is gone.
I just don't think I'm cut out for being alive tbh. I just seem to get more and more dysfunctional over time
I feel the same way. Then I think about it a bit more, and get angry that I'd probably be thriving if society wasn't inherently exploitative. Somewhere, some time, some place where I didn't have to get worn down to a nub and then rubbed raw across a cheese grater in order to prove I was worthy to exist.