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The original was posted on /r/steamdeck by /u/Signal-Tangerine1597 on 2025-10-22 15:17:39+00:00.
So second attempt at dealing with my pain, firstly they wanted me just to go down the pain pathway, which would be finding medication that reduces the pain, but it only ever "reduces" it, and never to a point where I feel able to get up and out of bed, so after pushing the docs and collapsing a lot like last night, we have decided to remove some of my lower bowel.
Mentally I'm done. I feel like I cannot physically make it, I cannot push through the pain, if I could end it tomorrow I would because I don't see anything worth fighting for, I just feel done.
So once again, I thank you all for your help, your attention, your support. The reason I fight on is for my family, but it's always for the family I've made here, but as I say, it's becoming too hard.
Add me on steam, I don't know how often, or whether I will be on, but I will try - 82871772
I am on my discord a little more, you can find me there but again, none of you had to do anything, it's just been nice having you all around.
https://discord.gg/X54M525Nq
Being stuck in bed the past few weeks means, wanting to play games my steam deck either can't or doesn't play well.
STREAMING! It's honestly such a way forward, wether it's Xbox cloud, moonlight or or Nvidia (I use Nvidia Ge Force and Xbox Cloud)
It delivers well, I get to play BF6 at 60fps on my deck or Silent Hill F, games with the anti cheat I can now play, it's super helpful.
A little review :
Halloween is my favourite time of year, my second behind Christmas.
Ravenous Devils - Heard of Sweeny Todd? Well it's basically that, you manage a Victorian pie shop downstairs and tailor upstairs. It's pretty much a simple click and do this, people come to see the tailor, you kill them drop them down to your wife who grinds the up and makes pies and Steaks.
You make money, make your system and equipment better and don't get caught! It's fun!
I love games where YOU are the villain. And for 3.99 it's a solid great game that I had never come across before!
The Drifter - A point and click adventure I came along, you're a "Drifter" a homeless guy, an Aussie in Australia dealing with homeless people going missing in the night.
It's nothing new regarding the mechanics, but simply the story and VOICE ACTING it's phenomenal and again, whilst being cheap, it's scary in a real life kind of way. It's perfect for the deck and just great for when moving a few fingers is the least painful thing to do!
Thanks for reading (Apologises for the depressing part)
Love you all.
M
P.S. Drop me message on here if you want to talk to ask anything!