doomer

I've already asked that question on !nostupidquestions@lemmy.world, so I had to ask it again here in this Lemmy community.

This is the warmest winter in 40 years, 50-60% snowpack, and we're the headwaters for a good chunk of US agriculture. All of the seasonal cycles are so off that nature thinks it's 2-3 months ahead or behind what it should be. The weather this month is normal for April. I was sipping my coffee this morning while looking at the drought-parched landscape and thinking about the impending catastrophic fire season. My phone sent me one of those stupid autogenerated photo collages. It's of how different winters were just a few years ago.

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I'm so tired of feeling like I'm "crazy" because no one around me can realize that the US is not "on its way to becoming" Nazi Germany, but is in fact already Nazi Germany. I'm so tired of my history of psychosis making me think "Maybe I'm not the only one who can see clearly" as that's usually a red flag for me. I wish I could just close my eyes and be a lib again, but that's not healthy or useful. Besides, I don't think I can close my eyes. But I have a significant disability, so what can even do? I barely work now, and probably won't for much longer, so it seems organizing would be largely ineffective. Relying on government benefits, I'm just next in line for slaughter. Another voice disappearing into the void. I'm just so tired.

like it feels like the only way out of this spiral into mass servile proud illiteracy in the imperial core is that, for the third qualifier, ego injury might push people into learning out of spite. I don't know. What can you even say to people who don't understand how to parse what you are saying, and then get mad at you about it?

Am I overreacting? Is this too blackpilled? It genuinely seems like this is a very dark potent, especially at this nexus of heightened contradictions

"Meta required users to be caught 17 times attempting to traffic people for sex before it would remove them from its platform, which a document described as "a very, very, very high strike threshold."

I was going to effort post, but I will just say that this shit truly makes it feel like the world is ending. It’s wild how each day is worse than the last as they continue to force it into anything and everything, and genuinely the only way I can find peace is to spend as much time offline as possible. At this juncture though, it seems almost impossible :/

Climate Collapse Satire for us all.

This is why Venezuela and Greenland are the two sides of the same coin. It's not just me saying this. It's none other than Macron saying it as well (no matter how

I need some help

Of course Amerikkka killed another innocent person point blank today, on video with no ambiguity. Of course the chuds are celebrating and the libs are doing nothing and I'm sitting here at work on 10 total hours of sleep over the last two days watching everyone around me not care at all. Or maybe they all just hide it better?

IDK man it feels like my whole life is just leading up to me doing something horrible to some people who deserve it and then ending myself. And no one cares. And I know what will happen as the chuds will call me a fat ass and libs will say "Epstein" and there will just be new ghouls to replace the old ones.

How do I numb myself to stop caring so damn much? I swear I can't do this anymore

Posting here instead of c/traaaans because of how depressing it is.

I deconverted a while ago, yea. And part of that was letting go of the idea of anything else after this. It took a while but I was more or less fine with it, idk. But then I realized I'm trans. I have realized how much pain my body causes me. And a lot of things just aren't fixable. Its shit and going to be shit. My body doesnt match what it is supposed to be. My voice. Obviously being treated like shit. And that's just it. My life forever. Forever tormented by all the things that cause me dysphoria I can't change. And then I die and I'm gone. I've been struggling with this for a year+ at this point. I distinctly remember some very nice people, mostly early on in this, tell me I was grieving and would eventually accept it. But I haven't. I can't. I don't even think its better. My one life I was born wrong and will suffer for all of it because of that. I can't move to acceptance. My whole life, body, all of it is wrong and cant be fixed and then I'll die and thats it.

Deliberately very light on specific dysphorias because I fear people will invalidate me.

created a climate collapse satire channel for us collapsniks

Logically people have said this is the desperation of a dying empire, but from my experience reality doesn't follow logic. It just follows whatever benefits the U.S. and Israel the most.

What's next? Iran falls overnight, allowing Israel to kill the resistance through attrition? Seems more likely than ever.

2026 looking like the year of "U.S. and Israel enacting their 5d chess master plans to systematically eliminate their enemies one by one once and for all"

I bet in 2027 the U.S. and Israel discover the secret to immortality or ascend to godhood or something.

Woke up this morning to 4000 spam emails and that someone had bought and redeemed a £100 amazon gift card on my account.
The annoying part is that I recently had some of my gaming accounts hacked so I'd already changed all of my passwords.
I've had 2FA on everything since forever, but apparently it's all just security theatre 'cause it seems there was no obstacle to them doing this.
Guess I'll try getting amazon to reimburse it but I have terrible luck

edit: amazon said fuck no lol
edit 2: I've been refunded

No college degree. Massive gap in my resume (years). FUCKING TRANSGENDER. Fucking beginning of my transition, I look awful, I sound awful, and I have no actual reason for someone to hire me. My CIS friends with NO GAPS, STUDYING are getting turned down for retail jobs. Jobs at car washes. WHAT FUCKING HOPE DO I HAVE?? And I'm moving so I have to quit at my current job. I'll have good references, my previous employers have all loved me, and I technically have a bit of a nicer position for my resume now but still. I'm fucking cooked. And I desperately need a job bc no SO and I need to move out. Parents are going to be unbearable when I have to come out.

Call me a liberal, but I can’t keep derailing threads about this and fully address it in a post on its own. I am worried all the progress we have made is down the toilet and the right’s now the one advancing and winning year by year.

I get it, we’ve been in the minority opinion before like with gay rights. As doom and gloom as it looks, there is no denying that things have gotten better. And even during the aughts backlash times of the “anti-PC tirade”, being progressive still felt avant-garde and more sophisticated than being a chud. Some of that energy eventually manifested into Obama (as much of a fraud he was, even when I was a kid it was still awesome seeing him win.)

Now I feel like it’s the inverse. Not only are we losing these cultural battles, but I feel fogey being a non-CHUD. CHUDs are highly praised everywhere and thanks to the internet, CHUDs have been able to make their own Hollywood alternative and their own cultural institutions to build real soft power.

I would love to know of any possible signs of hope this little golden age of chuddery will be short-lived and we’re making some small wins. I would also love to know how the rest of y’all keep on trucking.

I don't follow the Ukraine war closely, but I enjoy the eventsinukraine substack guy. I listened to the recent RWA episode with him (https://jumble.top/f/radiowarnerd.xml).

Anyways they talk about fiber optic drones which I completely forgot about. Warfare is all kinds of bad already but plastic pollution with thin and super long filaments

I can only imagine bad things. The fascists have set the foundation for their eternal rule over the earth.

Everyday my resolve crumbles further. I don't know how much more of this I can take.

I am so becoming a statistic one day.