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Im not gonna do it. If I didnt have a support network and family though, Id be feeling it.

struggling to cope with both micro and macro ...sadness in humanity.

Im tired of coping today. Im crying every 15 mins.

I did go to my art therapy group this morning, and felt a little better. Only to come on here and see.. what my country is doing.

Being human is a curse.

gonna go to my dr appt in a minute, and then make my favorite leek soup, or ask my husband to handle dinner so I can be a puddle on the floor.

Nearly 40 years on this earth. Today, feels like too much.

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[–] fleem@piefed.zeromedia.vip 10 points 6 days ago* (last edited 6 days ago) (2 children)

saw this earlier and it spoke to me. Lets see what happens out of spite

[–] nysqin@feddit.org 3 points 6 days ago

I wish that were me, but I don't bloom. And even if I do, I'll be the last to know.

[–] Madzielle@lemmy.dbzer0.com 2 points 6 days ago

here here! fine yeah, this is about it. Resting today, but we never quit!

[–] VirtigoMommy@sh.itjust.works 10 points 6 days ago

Me too friend.

Simultaneously exhausted by the world at large and let down by my own little corner of the world. Definitely had worse days emotionally and materially than I am now but whoof, this weeks been getting me. The collective apathy, the learned helplessness, the willful ignorance.. shit wears me down 😮‍💨

I don’t have therapy, but I made myself a tasty coffee this morning and have been bumping good tunes all day trying to stay above the line. Whatever helps lol

I’m glad husband is there for you, I hope you’re able to find the little things that make you feel full and alive today. It’s bleak out there but there is love and beauty and good things out there too 🫶

[–] partial_accumen@lemmy.world 6 points 6 days ago* (last edited 6 days ago) (1 children)

Only to come on here and see… what my country is doing.

Don't let the bastards of the world do this to you. Go out today and inject some kindness back into the world even in the smallest of ways:

  • buy socks and give them to a homeless person
  • interact with someone in a service industry face-to-face and genuinely tell them how much you appreciate what they do and that they helped you today
  • pick up a piece of trash on the ground and dispose of it properly
  • even just hold the door open for someone else

All of these things and more make you a force of good. Sometimes it is very hard to do this for ourselves, but it can be easier to do for others. You don't need to move mountains, for each of us individually even the smallest pebble is enough. You can look behind you as see the positive ripple effects from your actions. Be a reason the world is a better place today than it was yesterday because YOU are in it.

[–] Madzielle@lemmy.dbzer0.com 5 points 6 days ago

I love this advice. Be the light, when all is dark. Yall are my light right now, thank you <3

[–] dotslashme@infosec.pub 3 points 6 days ago

I know how you feel, sometimes life gets us down, but remember that nothing bad lasts forever.

Sending you virtual hugs.

[–] panda_abyss@lemmy.ca 3 points 6 days ago

You’re not alone, it’s okay to turn off the news and noise if you’re able.

I hope your leek soup is good, or at least that being a puddle is cathartic and you feel better after.

[–] Hegar@fedia.io 2 points 6 days ago

Ugghhh yeah this depressingly stupid regime is just the worst. 😭 I'm glad you have art and leeks and husband to help make it through the day!

If you have special interests i'd love to hear all about it!

[–] Doomsider@lemmy.world 1 points 6 days ago

The feeling will pass. I wish you well.

[–] nysqin@feddit.org 1 points 6 days ago

I'm done, as well. Thank you for sharing. It feels better to not be alone.

Maybe tomorrow we'll be better, I hope.

[–] Strider@lemmy.world 1 points 6 days ago

I feel you. Yes, yes it is.

[–] akunohana@piefed.blahaj.zone 1 points 6 days ago (1 children)

I did go to my art therapy group this morning, and felt a little better.

[...] gonna go to my dr appt in a minute, and then make my favorite leek soup, or ask my husband to handle dinner so I can be a puddle on the floor.

I am so proud of you. I'm just a nobody on the internet, but I am. You should be, too! Look at all the strategies you are employing, all the things you are doing for your well-being! That's strength. And wisdom. Give yourself, not some, but LOADS of credit. 🩷🩵🤍

These past two weeks, I have been wanting to cease to exist. I just wrote to my local clinic about it. Not sure what to expect, but I don't know what else to do. Which is to say, you are not alone. The world is fucked up. It's only natural that we feel weighed down by all the shit.

[–] Madzielle@lemmy.dbzer0.com 2 points 6 days ago

Yall are so sweet <3

its always good to reach out, thank you for being a light in the darkeness :)

I hope thing ease for you to, take care out there

[–] HubertManne@piefed.social 0 points 6 days ago (1 children)

yeah I have a doctors appointment thursday but man its so meta. I can't see the specialist I want to because of the way this country runs which feeds into a depression that im going to see a doctor about. Im not sure I want to take medication if they suggest it and my wife is worried about that and is against it. I completely get it to as I know medication for the brain can have bad effects cognitively and I am looking for work which depends on high congnitive ability. ugh. I feel a bit bad for you and others who are younger because im not sure any of you will have the perspective of better normal times. Whenever I say this people will point to all sorts of things bad with the time period but the thing is before reagan we generally were on an improvement journey which slowed under him to the point it stopped in the new millenium and started going backwards.

[–] Madzielle@lemmy.dbzer0.com 1 points 6 days ago* (last edited 6 days ago)

I was born in the late 80s, and I grew up with hope, even with being raised with nighmare levels of abuse my gardian did actual prision time for. I still had hope for the future.

Ive been watching things get worse and worse. I have been resting today. I step outside to say hello to my garden, and I see the color change of the sun beaming on the porch, with that odd glow. I know what that is, and look to the sky. Its smoke. I look it up on my phone, and sure enough Im right, its wildfire smoke blowing down from canada. Canada is on fire. Here, we are in a severe drought, and all my neighbors mow thier grass to the lowest mower setting, and all but me are watering today, right when I stepped out. Ive been absolutley irritated all week when direct neighbor did his, (to dust mind you) and he went way further into my yard then he should have. You dont have to water the grass if you leave it 4-5 inches you know. sigh. Drought and fires, the predicted heat wave begins today. I didnt know what smoke screened sun looked like as a kid. It didnt happen like this as a kid. everythings changed.

I worry for my son, who is only 13. The years are so long, and things have just been getting worse from what Ive seen. Half thw public I see seem to not care at all. Ive walked the beaches after a hot summer weekend to litter pick. How much trash is left by mindless consumerist after thier fun day to fill thier time and media aglorythims (I fucking tried to spell this right okay, thats all I got), so much trash and waste.

They taught us growing up, the good guy always wins ans justice for all, ive seen no such thing in real life. Just like my gaurdian taught me, family comes first, yet didnt live it. The inauthenticity in people disheartens me so.

Each day we fight, but.. I always wonder if it will be enough.

Cant give up though.

Try the meds if you want. I never wanted to take meds either. My mother was always on something and Ive aversion to them. What had me truly consider it, was two facts. First, If I went on the meds, and didnt like them, I could always just go off them. Second, sometimes people take meds when they need the help. And just beacuse you need a little help now, doesnt mean youll need them forever.

I dont take anything for my depression and stuff, but I have tried a few. I brute force my way through each day, seeking support for others if I need it, I have a therapist I see usually every week, and go to her art group. I find that enough, but it wasnt always. I have family who "found the right meds" and they can be life changing for some.

just food for thought. Ease your mind, try em or not, you can always go off them. If your wife is concerned, I would at least talk to the doctor/specialist. Im sure she knows you better than most. Ive seen my husband suffer and it is sad. He takes anxiety meds, but still struggles some days. I see that. We wives just want our husbands healthy and able to cope so they may feel joy. We like them best this way <3