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All this RAMPANT catposting has made hexbear a hostile environment for mousegirls 😖

I fucking fell for it, do I have to add the puppy pronouns now?

I am wearing makeup, I am a makepup

Life keeps fucking me in the ass and I'm not even cumming

looking at a bunch of selfies i took the other day and god dammit i really do look like my mom now, don't I?

I texted my mom about it and she just responded with "Congratulations!"

BEWARE of the transfem fashion pipeline:

1. dysphoria hoodie and hidden thigh highs

2. basic pastel doll phase

3. dommy goth mommy or pefectly normal futch

4. full plate armor and soul-eating zweihänder

no matter who wins or loses we're all winners for breaking out of this AGAB crap

Electrolysis has been going well but I wish when my tech wants me to turn my head so she can reach parts of my face, she would stop saying "face the wall"

No Nut November lowkey kinda easy on E.

I'm kinda envious of other people's special interests. One friend is a walking encyclopedia on history and can go over events in incredible detail, another can go into deep dives into entire genres of music and list of obscure facts about entire discographies and how artists influenced each other, and another can talk for hours on about the CIA and how that intertwines with the trajectory of the US.

I just know a lot about Final Fantasy

oh boy the liberals are truly going full insufferable bigot mode huh

i think i'm going to buy a flamethrower

How did I become the kind of trans girl that can't read the word gridlock the right way

im not a fan of the inevitable decrease of trans healthcare in the USA (kamala or trump win would do this)

its not gonna be fun, its gonna suck

IM GAY

AND TRANS

But...

I've been listening to fucking BOOMER ALBUMS with magi!!!

Hi nerds and sorry I disappeared, uh who knows when I'll be back. I miss talking to people, but y'know. Please excuse the monologue...

We have 221 vinyl albums and 219 CDs, which is about what I expected but goddamn, bitch. That's after culling like thirty each of albums I don't care for. Together, we spent the week cataloguing every record we own on Discogs (I would never touch grass) which was generally pretty enjoyable, found out I have a few neato pressings from pretty far-flung places, for KKKanada. A West German (cringe) ( ) copy of the Jon & Vangelis Short Stories, a br*tish copy of Rubber Soul, a Spanish Yardbirds CD comp. I also discovered, to my sickening shock, that several albums I bought for decent prices (KT Tunstall LPs, Yes blurays) have in fact rocketed up in price to several times what I paid, absolutely horrifying.

Also we have been listening to a great deal of boomer tunes. Some cool things like Mingus Ah Um or Time Out, but also like, early albums by The Who, The Stooges, fucking, SF Sorrow. My internal tanks of Ressrve Gay Energy have almost totally depleted and I will have to engage in gaytrans slop soon; I am saying things like "I wish psychidellic rock was made exclusively by angry dykes". Basta Now was written for me, I think.

I miss talking to people but I'm finding it kind of stresses me out, on top of being a problem for my focus/time management skills. I'm such a fucking mess person, I'm less high strung and weird but the edges of my sense of self, the firmness of my self image, start to soften and go wobbly without other people. Socialising, talking, "You" is also the reflection of yourself in other people, what they see of you. I am without reflections to ponder and my brain is very very weird at this minute.

I miss you and love you, trans mega and the silly little gender people in it. I will try to be better and return.

Attention queers,

I've been wanting to post something, but I've been worried about backlash, so I've waited until the last day of the mega.

It has come to my attention that many of the posters here have notable patterns of behavior that need to be discussed. Said posters have been on my radar for some time, and it can't go unsaid anymore.

These posters have shown, time and again, that they are great, and cool, and gay. I would like to hug them.

I've said what I've needed to say.

I'm hope I'm not breaking any rules fouling up the trans mega thread with cissitude but I have a bunch of trans and otherwise queer people in my life who all are in really bad headspace right now, and they've all been venting to me because I am apparently the Politics Understander for them

Is there any boilerplate advice I should be giving them? Any insights from people a bit older than their 20s for the trans youngins who are terrified? It's becoming a real emotional burden for me to hear how scared some of these friends are and I'd like to have something to say to them from the experts

So, uh, in case anyone in America may need to know this down the line, there is a rail bridge crossing the border from Windsor Ontario to Northern Michigan and freight trains handle customs and entry stuff ahead of time and don't stop at the border.

wife just asked if eggs are dairy

I pre-emptively saved myself the psychic damage and unsubbed from every trans subreddit I was subbed to in advance. I couldn't imagine what's going on on r/MTF right now, other than lethal levels of liberalism

I have thunder thighs and an ass now

But I have to wear compression shorts or I chaff really bad

Play wrestling with my gf makes me realized how screwed I’d be if I got into an actual fight

I've finally been able to change my name today. Will be quite busy in the next days to get my documents in order, but i'm so fucking happy. It's finally official that i'm me.

Huh. I actually feel gay. That's a new one. It's hard to describe since literally nothing's changed except the word lesbian feels right now. I don't have to be jealous of lesbians anymore!

trans women be like "omg [anime girl] is transition goals" meanwhile i'm getting "transition goals" vibes from fucking Calvin's mom

I had someone I've never talked to visibly confused on what pronouns to use for me. Is it literally just the longer hair???

having a cool girlfriend

being a cool girlfriend

being a cool girlfriend with a cool girlfriend

unhinged

Sometimes I look at cute boys and know they would make cuter girls.

:::

My cat died.

Explained to my parents years ago that I'm and like my dad still doesn't know what that means and my mom is like "if you ever get with a a woman you like...... or guy" please I maybe be a loser with no pull but at least I'm a gay loser with no pull

Nakbamala.

Dronies btfo

Hello fellow trans people. I have my first appointment at the gender clinic coming up next week and I’m excited. I won’t be able to start hormone treatment yet but it’s a step in the right direction

Pretty glad that I solidified my identity before all this crap hit the fan in the US.

If I were less comfortable with my identity, this might have scared me off transition.

If anything, the fear I feel is showing me just how important all this is to me.

And the thing about fear is that it won't stay fear for long. It's gonna turn into something else. Something more helpful

According to my mom my face looks softer and more feminine She also said my nose has gotten thinner Seems HRT is still doing it's thing, I'm just really bad at noticing it.

fat tiddies

shoes off torrid coming in the mail

thigh full of E

extra cozy cardigan

one hell of a mahjong soul winning streak

what more could a t girl ask for?

the return of tc69?

https://hexbear.net/post/3846206

Soooo how fucked are we? I am legitimately worried about losing my healthcare. Should I be looking to leave the country?

I HATE having things I want to say, thoughts I want to share, but knowing I can't. Inappropriate to share here, therapist will try and send me to inpatient. Also just like, fuck him. Last session he brought up for the fucking hundredth time he's worried I'm "being influenced" and "going with the flow". Dipshit. Because I guess that's what people with avpd do. Honestly I should just never mention my diagnosises to anyone again if they're going to be used against me like that.

My condolences to all trans Americans because of the next four years. 🫂

Couldn't sleep because of dysphoria so decided to finally order DIY HRT