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I'm screwed, aren't I? in c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone

[–] McUberStein@lemmy.zip 0 points 4 days ago (2 children)

I would say it's less my voice and more me boymoding...

But yeah, I'm working on my voice with a professional. Should help a ton.

Thank you

I'm screwed, aren't I? in c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone

[–] McUberStein@lemmy.zip 5 points 4 days ago (7 children)

I swear this isn't a troll. I truly do have severe confidence issues along with terrible anxiety.

This is honestly just a good-ish photo and I'm definitely not passing. I still boymode in public for that reason.

It's really hard to get out of my head. My bf keeps complimenting me, so do my friends, but it's way too easy to dismiss them. I'm sorry this post seemed like a troll.

I will need FFS for my profile: mainly my forehead. However, reading all of these comments, I'm getting slightly more hopeful. Thank you, kind stranger 🩷

Small timeline of the past year and a half :p in c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone

[–] McUberStein@lemmy.zip 1 points 4 days ago

Omggg. So pretty 🩷

Honestly, this looks like an FtF transition to me 😂 You go girl!

The difference between my ID photos at -4 years HRT (16 years old) vs 3 months HRT (20 years old) in c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone

[–] McUberStein@lemmy.zip 2 points 4 days ago

I don't know about the really feminine part, but it's good to be me. I'm quite happy with the way things are going, even though dysphoria sometimes kicks my ass. I'll try to be nicer to myself sometime...

The difference between my ID photos at -4 years HRT (16 years old) vs 3 months HRT (20 years old) in c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone

[–] McUberStein@lemmy.zip 4 points 4 days ago

Best of luck girlie! I believe in you 🫂

The difference between my ID photos at -4 years HRT (16 years old) vs 3 months HRT (20 years old) in c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone

[–] McUberStein@lemmy.zip 2 points 4 days ago (2 children)

You know, I really feel happier! I didn't even know humans could feel good by default until I started HRT. It's like magic!

I'm screwed, aren't I? in c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone

[–] McUberStein@lemmy.zip 7 points 4 days ago (2 children)

Of course I have no issue with getting screwed.

I do have a bf, after all 😂

Actively working on voice training with a professional. Thank you

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The difference between my ID photos at -4 years HRT (16 years old) vs 3 months HRT (20 years old) (lemmy.zip)

submitted 4 days ago by McUberStein@lemmy.zip to c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone

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This comparison always makes me laugh. It's not even really about the changes from HRT, it's just that a lot of things have happened in 4 years.

16 was probably the worst time of my life. Dysphoria from puberty, suicidal ideation, almost daily SH and a plan to end it all. I looked like I was gonna die, for real. I still carry the scars today.

On my new ID though, things have changed a bit 😂. I let my hair grow, got therapy, a boyfriend who loves me no matter my gender and, of course, HRT. Dad always told me to 'grow a pair'. Not sure if this is exactly what he meant by that, but I'm working on it 😆

I'm doing much better now and I'm glad to be here. Thanks for having me, girlies 🩷

I'm screwed, aren't I? in c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone

[–] McUberStein@lemmy.zip 5 points 4 days ago

You're right. And I'm guilty of neglecting my mental health, especially in the past couple of weeks.

It's really hard sometimes, but I should at least try to remember the changes that already are instead of freaking out about other things. It really does just take a long time.