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Never really been a big fan of the waifu concept, but if had to pick one, it'd be her. She checks so many of my boxes. Absolutely the best.

40's. Once every 2 to 4 weeks, sometimes less. As an extrovert, this is killing (figuratively) me.

Sigh. I didn't even notice. Thanks for the heads up.

Yeah, being truthful is generally good but that's independent of being an ass about it.

"Don't set yourself on fire to keep someone else warm."

You shouldn't have to sacrifice yourself. It's too much for anyone. Your needs are just as valid as anyone else's. You are not responsible for someone committing suicide.

 

cross-posted from: https://kbin.earth/m/thiccmoe@ani.social/t/1995476

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[–] GrayBackgroundMusic@lemmy.zip 2 points 5 days ago* (last edited 5 days ago) (1 children)

Iron lily! This will go well in. !animearmor@lemmy.zip

I've always read about half the speed of everyone around me. I've never understood why. I think it could be mild dyslexia. I also have inner monologue narrator voice. You're not alone.

"yes, it's that difficult to believe."

Beating the executive dysfunction finally. I've been trying to get myself to 3d print something for about 2 weeks. It's a 5 or 10 minute setup. Haven't been able to make myself do it. Dunno why.

[–] GrayBackgroundMusic@lemmy.zip 3 points 1 week ago (1 children)

Rome, but not the empire part. I love aqueducts and construction/mechanical engineering. The things they did without electricity is amazing to me.

 

https://bsky.app/profile/nrcgray.bsky.social/post/3lzovsz2g3s2q

Forgive the imgur link. Post image and catbox aren't working for me.

[–] GrayBackgroundMusic@lemmy.zip 2 points 1 week ago (2 children)

Excellent solution.

One hundred percent. If you liked that show, then you might like the Wildcards series or Aberrant rpg.

Have you ever seen someone poor get a lot of money and they go from being a normal person to a psychopath? Not everyone does, but enough do that you can notice. Being rich is a super power irl. If you're a billionaire, you can crash a 100k car and just go get another one. A middle class person cannot comprehend having a 100k car.

There's a reason the phrase "fuck you money" exists.

 

New track. Verrrrry Spectra era. Loooove it.

 

I was contemplating the idea death the other day and it didn't bother me. I'm not gonna kill myself, it would destroy my family and I love them dearly, but I wounslt be too upset if I died. My only regret is that I have boneitis, I mean, that they would be inconvenienced.

A search or 2 later and I read the article above. There's a difference between active and passive suicidal ideation. I'm not actively interested in ending myself, but not too actively interested in being here either.

I'm middle aged and taking stock of my life has been, on average, net negative. There have been some amazing positive moments! But it's like the peaks of a mountain - they don't really affect the overall average very much. Life has been a series of a thousand disappointments and emotional papercuts and I'm just tired of it all. A thousand minus one moments outweigh a single plus one hundred moment.

I used to talk to a therapist but I got to the point where i felt it wasn't helping. I know what the problems are and I feel powerless to fix them. It's like I have to run 5 miles to be happy, but I only ever have the stamina to run 1 and then it all starts over. I have no hope that it will improve. It hasn't most of my life, and why would it change now?

 

cross-posted from: https://sopuli.xyz/post/33709808

Artist: Iroyopon | pixiv | twitter | tumblr | danbooru

 

Super neat to watch. The final value surprised me. I won't spoil it.

 

cross-posted from: https://sopuli.xyz/post/33500714

Artist: Fajyobore | pixiv | twitter | danbooru

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